1. |
I Know (Why I'm Solo)
03:14
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I know, I know, I know X2
That's why I'm just goin' solo X4
Microphone check, please tell me where we at/
Kick a rap with the bass in the back/
If you take a nap earn yourself a slap/
Hear the boom boom bap, with a snare attached/
Boom boom bap, yep a snare attached/
Never ever will you hear me with a simple rap/
Never ever will you hear me with a simple clap/
Pass me a track with raw hi-hat/
Watch me snack on a track/
Like the beast titan had came to attack/
So, excitin' as matter of fact/
Fly through tracks like ODM gas/
Rip it so fast, no one can see me past/
Can't challenge me with simple crap/
Make a sweet beat in a simple snap/
Come find me for a price on a track/
A little bit of change of pace is okay/
Drop a itty bitty track, and expect no pay/
Hey, hey, hey, wait don't go away/
I just gotta a few things that I wanna say/
Got a few fans, and a few who hate/
with a few new things now on a new plate/
Spent some time away in an old place/
to adjust myself to livin' life this way/
Smooth like butter, sweet like a nice day/
In the heat, keep it cool like an ice tray/
When you speak, keep fools off the mic, kay/
Please sleep when a dumb rap might play/
Now I'm not going cray cray/
but the Radio's soundin' like a baby's playdates/
Put my songs on, I can play, mate/
I'm hear to stay, no matter what they say/
People really didn't wanna hop on this/
I guess I just have take care of my business/
(I know, I know, I know) X2
Stay positive even if I'm dissed/
Refresh the rest like breezy mist
(That's why I'm goin' solo) X4
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2. |
Unexplainable Dreams
03:06
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3. |
Defining Love
03:50
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5. |
Pass The Plate
03:51
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Sometimes I have those times when I can't get/
Exactly what I want and since I ain't no bandit/
I have to wait patiently, and just manage/
My cravings, off and on, like a light that's just damaged/
But when a beat drops, my rhymes just can't quit/
A real MC can rock any topic that can hit/
Rappers talk bout how much life is damaged/
But I'm speakin' about food because man I famished/
[Verse 1]
I can go for a really good sandwich
Some crispy fries with some buttermilk ranch dip
Past me a cheese pizza topped with feta and spinach/
Mixed with cheese stuffed crust and buttered up breadsticks/
My appetites not to be messed with/
Best with italian seasonings on my greens,and I hope I can sauce up them things
Gyoza dumplings, and garlic parmesan wings/
Give me Turkey breasts that stuffed with crust and plus carbonara and some cheddar but not too much
Lemonade squeezed with blades and donuts that are glazed/
Told you, I'm hungry, no need to rephrase/
Ravioli, or peanut butter and jelly/
Perhaps stromboli, or a cheesy souffle
and then ya sold me/
Homie, you know me, I'm a simple man/
We can grab some Tonys, but yo here's the plan/
[Hook]
Kindly, pass me the plate/
I ain't talkin about sob stories or dates/
Or some stress of late/
Only food I ate, or food that would be great/
So pass me the plate/
[Verses 2]
The ideal breakfast, could be with a burrito/
Pepper jack cheese, eggs, bacon and chorizo/
Pancakes, aren't foreal, but here's the deal/
We can go with french toast or eggos for a meal/
Lunch could be a trio, burger with the fries that are shaped like a waffle/
I won't believe my eyes if you say that is awful/
It can be surprising but I love me some noodles/
But they have to be spicy with dual/
Chopsticks, I can't rock with anything stuffed with chocolate, I need more options/
Here's the hot topic, instance Japanese/
chow mein sprinkled with seaweed/
I'm not smitten with candy of any flavor/
However, I can't turn down gummy lifesavers/
But it's just not food to me and real foolery/
Is pineapple on pizza, what you tryna do to me/
Oh my goodness, I forgot about dinner/
Spicy Fried chicken will prolly be the winner/
But if it is the winter, I'ma have to take egg nog to my innards/
lickin' up the inside of my cup like a lizard/
And Deep fried gizzards, Dairy Queen-- where you put my cotton candy blizzard/
I could even dig middle eastern dishes/
Shawarma is dope, hummus is delicious/
and I can almost always go with filipino food/
adobo, or sisig I hope I don't sound rude/
Cuz Koreans can throw down too/
Whether its sushi or street bbq/
But dude,
[Hook]
Kindly, pass me the plate/
I ain't talkin about sob stories or dates/
Or some stress of late/
Only food I ate, or food that would be great/
So pass me the plate/
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6. |
Sunlit Moonrise
06:43
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7. |
If Work didn't Suck
04:21
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[Verse 1]
If only work didn’t suck so much, it’s just such a slug/
just getttin up, it sucks/
wakin in the mornin’ yawnin and complainin’ it’s borin’/
Every single day, goin, leavin, leavin’ and goin’/
Treated like pawn and it make you wanna groan and/
pause for moments use words like doggone it/
sing a sad song and go on and on and on/
No time to moan instead pass the mic back/
I really wish day jobs wasn’t like that/
It ain’t quite like as if we can strike back/
Like the empire did to the rebels in I-Max/
Theatres, if you get my point/
This is real life not insert your favorite fantasy of choice/
I can move hearts, just by speaking with my voice/
Make the shackled feel free and the sad rejoice/
But when it comes to work/
Man, I’m just dirt/
I’m talkin’ Entry-level sand, here is what I’m worth/
I could think of many grand ways for me to turn/
this into a positive thing, like how I had to learn/
How to get my lazy butt to do the dishes/
My dad likened them to villains that I could diminish/
Being a hero was something that took my interest/
So next thing you know, I had the sponge and I was finished/
But the funny thing about occupations/
they only go away when you takin vacations/
That’s temporary relief of frustrations/
Mondays always return with no patience/
And then, you can do it all get again/
Rinse and repeat, wash the glass of an end/
Where the work week blends off to the horizon/
Where Friday shines at you and Saturday is just smilin’/
[Hook]
But if only……
Work didn’t suck
[Verse 2]
If only work, didn’t suck/
We could drive a truck, have fun and run amuck/
Well, maybe that’s too much, but just by a touch/
A job shouldn’t have to feel like it is a crutch/
We rely on it so that we can function/
Yet we’re obstructed by our lack of freedom from it/
So, for me, I’d like to change it/
I’ma data center tech, but with some imagination/
I’m the guardian of a space station/
Near the planet Palma, I protect the ancients/
Knowledge and data, from evil trying to take it/
Dispatching heroes to the planets to save them/
......I thought of this at work and it was dope/
Then my boss called me and the immersion was just choked/
Will I try again? Maybe? Nope./
I remember school like--dude, it was a joke/
So much of us, wanted to grow up/
I was the only one at graduation feelin’ like throw up/
Now, I don’t feel tow up, but still bills will show up/
every single week, like yo what—/
Is the flippin’ deal/
and doesn’t it occur to you that it’s a sin steal/
Yet you show up in my wallet like a thief foreal/
I demand an explanation and a meal/
But let me guess, that cost money/
and money has to come from a place that’s not funny/
We call it work, so we work til it hurts/
sometimes we get a meal but were treated like jerks/
But with no explanation/
I guess I didn’t make enough to make the payment/
.....Remember? I wanted a meal and explanation/
but I couldn’t make the payment/
[Hook]
If Only--
Work Didn't suck
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8. |
Shifting Personas
03:43
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9. |
Sorry Vista
05:39
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[Verse 1]
When I was little I would wake up in the mornin'/
Like as if I was my dadden, and happen to be just snorin'/
All evening, and even things would just seem like it was alright/
No stress and it was the best, when I got rest in the night/
I preferred the rainy days, sometimes when it was pourin
I didn't have many friends, I pretended that I had more then/
I really needed, and indeed it seemed it worked/
I Never really cared much for playing in the dirt/
Instead, on my favorite saturday mornings around 6/
I'd wake up and power up my precious Sega Genesis/
I had about 8 games, but man it was like bliss/
Playing through Sonic 3, while I was sitting amidst/
The sun rays that shone through my window as I played/
From left to right, dashin’ from Angel Island to Launch Base Always
Beatin' my score from the week before/
It was all we could afford because we were poor/
See I, left out the part that it was 2001/
No matter what I had I still found ways to have fun/
Sometimes, I asked my dad if I could have a brand new Dreamcast/
However, I knew it was too much for us to just grab/
When I was 9, teary eyed I asked my dad one day/
Why didn't we go to Disneyland like kids my age/
He simply replied that we just didn't have the money/
I'm glad he was honest instead of hustlin' to druggees/
My mom and dad called that place sorry vista,
A small town reminiscent of where heroes start adventures/
Spent most of my young years here and it appeared
Like a place I could go to shed my tears
Funny thing, some people don't know that it exist/
Next to a base that holds government intelligence/
There's not much to see there when you go to visit/
But, if you do, I promise you might catch a glimpse/
Of what I’ve seen...
(CHORUS)
What I seen, what I seen, What I seen...../
In the days when I was young and I was free/
Maybe you will see that small piece of me/
From the days when I was young and I was free/
And What I’ve seen
What I seen, what I seen, what I seen, what I seen
As a kid, gazin’ at the mountain peaks
Listening to the sounds of that time we would leave
in the days when I was young and I was free/
[Verse 2]
I used to love the smell of autumn and spring/
I still do but allergies get in the way of those things/
I remember when I was in middle school and it was cool/
Riding my bike home there was this place I ran through/
That would remind me of the forest in my favorite game/
Phantasy Star Online, I played it almost every day/
Episode one was like the best place to grind/
And Episode 2 was cool enough to make you lose your mind/
I was in my teens then and every weekend/
We had my best friend over, playing Gamecube and sleepin’ in/
Late nights, sneakin’ to the corner store for snacks/
Adult Swim anime bingin’ is how we relaxed/
When I was at school, sometimes I’d find a place to hide/
to daydream of romantic things, and watch clouds drift by /
Serene, now It seems like it was all just a dream/
And now my team is much different than when I was thirteen/
My mom and dad called that place Sorry Vista,
A small town reminiscent of where heroes start adventures/
Spent most of my young years here and it appeared
Like a place I could go to shed my tears
Funny thing, some people don't know that it exists/
Next to a base that holds government intelligence/
There's not much to see there when you go to visit/
But, if you do, I promise you might catch a glimpse/
Of what I’ve seen
[CHORUS]
What I seen, what I seen, What I seen, what I seen...../
In the days when I was young and I was free/
Maybe you will see that small piece of me/
From the days when I was young and I was free/
And What I’ve seen
What I seen, What I seen, What I seen
When I was a teen—listenin’ to beats/
gazin at the clouds, wind brushin off my sleeve/
in the days when I was young and I was free/
[Verse 3]
I returned when I got older to find things were much different/
I guess this place existed in the past of my existence/
Thinking of that time just brings me back/
I didn’t stress about the bills or how to pay what I was taxed/
But, the thing about nostalgia, it looks so rose tinted/
Like there were better times in the past and I admit this/
That I have fallen for it, now I know the past ain’t perfect/
But reflection from time to time has it’s purpose/
But, My mom and dad called that place sorry vista/
A small town reminiscent of where heroes start adventures/
Spent most of my young years here and it appeared/
Like a place I could go to shed my tears/
Funny thing, some people don't know that it exists/
Next to a base that holds government intelligence/
There's not much to see there when you go to visit/
But, if you do, I promise you might catch a glimpse/
Of What I've Seen....
(CHORUS)
What I seen, what I seen, What I seen, what I seen...../
In the days when I was young and I was free/
In that place you can see that small piece of me/
From the days when I was young and I was free/
And what I’ve seen
What I seen, What I seen, What I seen
When I was teen—listenin’ to beats/
gazin at the clouds, wind brushin off my sleeve/
in the days when I was young and I was free/
(CHORUS)
What I seen, what I seen, What I seen, what I seen...../
In the days when I was young and I was free/
In that place you can see that small piece of me/
From the days when I was young and I was free/
And what I’ve seen
What I seen, what I seen, what I seen, what I seen/
As a kid, gazin’ at the mountain peaks/
Listening to the sounds of that time we would leave/
in the days when I was young and I was free/
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10. |
Journeybourne
05:17
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11. |
The Skies (On Some Days)
04:53
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[Verse 1]
I used to count stars, believin That I could count on them
Long lonely walks at night, looking for answers then
Never had much green in my pocket/
Never saw more than 9 bucks an hour for my profit/
Radios wouldn't play me and girls wouldn't date me/
Despite that I think that things have changed lately/
But with my controller in hand, I lived countless lives/
my skills danced across challenges countless times/
Some say I lie, some say I'm childish I/
say no blades, instead let's clash with minds/
Battle of the century, we can call this/
'Cuz wars in our memory, caused many loses/
In the last hundred years, gosh many lost it/
Some for ego, some maybe for profit/
But, if you're listenin' to this little gem/
You'll be glad to know that I flow unlike the rest of them/
[Hook]
Somedays, the skies are grey
Somedays, the skies are blue
[Verse 2]
I could tell a tale about a time in my life/
When every single thing didn't seem like it was right/
Workin paycheck to paycheck, I had 2 jobs/
And every little thing was making me feel like I was lost
So, I thought, maybe maybe I could find me some love/
a happy ending like fairy tale, that's wat's up/
But, I just got over a lady turning me down/
Full of energy, I thought she'd flip over my frown/
So I moved on, and guess what? Things got worse/
My car broke down, I got sick and in trouble at work/
Looking at the clouds askin' what did I do to deserve/
All of this, maybe I left someone broken and hurt/
Then outta of the blue, in a way I didn't expect/
I met this girl, made my world stop just for a sec/
Seein' her pretty smile, thinkin' will this last for life/
Fast forward, now that girl is my beautiful wife/
[Hook]
Somedays, the skies are grey
Somedays, the skies are blue
[Verse 3]
Switch the topic, I rock it like moshpits/
My words sporadically hit hard as I drop it/
Round 2, I'm a little indifferent/
They say that's the opposite of love, I say it isn't/
The opposite of love is selfishness/
Mixed with a bit of pride and self interest/
So, tell me tell me, what you do you think this is/
Let's call it a gift, the last benevolence/
That's my name, I hope that you're wearin' it/
Out 'Cuz people we're in need of it, apparent, yes/
Nothing too soft, nothing too hard/
something in between would be nice but so far/
we haven't really made it, but I'm okay with it/
Perfection will only come when the new system's bringin' it/
When that day comes, hopefully we make it/
And never again will we ever have to say this/
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12. |
Quintessential Charm
03:27
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13. |
Snowberry (LB'n'Mie Mix)
04:33
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I got stories for days, and I can tell them chronogically/
But, I prefer them on beats that rock it slow ironically/
I can think of just the perfect tale for this situation/
One of true love with this--uhh--beautiful asian/
Princess, I met in an unexpected instance/
A heart more precious than any of your dreams or visions/
If loneliness was pale, she brought more color than prisms/
she flip the BPM of my heart to a new rhythm
She was like the DJ that kept my heart spinnin'
and the more she played, the less I'd see the next song without her in it/
But, to be honest, I never dropped the whole tale/
At least the real one, the last version was just fo' sale/
And I don't mean to derail off of the subject/
But, this is the only way you'll spend your saturday just buzzin'
Thinkin' about lovin' and what it brings to the table/
And I assure you, the following is not fable/
She had Long brown hair and beautiful brown eyes/
Mirror-mirror on the wall, please don't lie/
Who is the fairest of them all in sight?/
Perhaps this girl, that I have in mind/
Is she sweetest of all hearts, and most beautiful of minds?/
Mirror-mirror on the wall, please don't lie/
Who is the fairest of them all in sight?/
Maybe--just maybe, it's this lady that I like/
In another song, I mentioned about a time when I was sick/
Throwin' up my guts and dealin' with mudbutt, and I had wished/
That things would look better as I was under the weather/
Didn't seem like I had it together, thinking he was clever/
My homie, Dom, was like, dude, something cool must be in store for you/
Your recent news is prolly due for a metamorphorsis soon/
And I was like, cool, bring on the blessings/
My car is down, my job and situation is double stressing/
An associate I knewwell--I guess you can call him a friend/
Swung by the crib and started talkin'--well--braggin about his plan/
To meet with his girlfriend, traveling to a distant land/
Lookin' at me, exclaiming "I got the tickets in my hand!"/
I know your lookin' and I could hook you up too, man/
I know some people who know some people could get you out of this jam/
After some prayer, we set out a couple of months later/
Didn't know I'd meet her like that, a moment I had savored/
She had Long brown hair beautiful, brown eyes/
Mirror-mirror on the wall, please don't lie/
Who is the fairest of them all? This shy/
Little princess I'm in love with, that's RIGHT!/
Is she sweetest of all hearts, and most beautiful of minds?/
Mirror-mirror on the wall, please don't lie/
Who is the fairest of them all? This kind/
Little princess, I'm in love with, that's RIGHT!/
There were no schemes or plans that were grand--So, it just happened/
That I found love, something out of fairy tale captions/
I can think of many ways to describe my attraction/
She was more beautiful than anything I had imagined/
My mind and heart were led captive to her facets/
We connected instantly like a seat belt when it's fastened/
Of course, I saw her from a distance, the challenge/
was 8000 miles between her and me and it was bafflin'
You could tell, things were lookin' up and I was happy/
Admittedly, I didn't really believe all that was happening/
She was cheeky, and she liked to call it makoolett/
A filipino expression lackin an english equivalent/
We visited places like Tag-a-tay and all that/
Went through the local malls and had some sushi that was raw crap/
But, it didn't really matter at all, it just seemed/
That the time we spent together was all just a dream/
Cuz she had long brown hair, beautiful brown eyes/
Mirror-mirror on the wall, please don't lie/
She is the fairest of them all in sight/
This princess I'm in love with, that's RIGHT!/
She he had long brown hair, beautiful brown eyes/
Mirror-mirror on the wall, please don't lie/
She is the fairest of them all in sight/
This princess I'm in love with, that's RIGHT!/
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14. |
Wheels of the Mind
03:28
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15. |
My Day Off
05:12
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[Hook]
No, I don’t wanna sound crazy
But this is my day to be lazy
please pass the work on
Lay up in the cut and yawn
I need some time to chill and I’m
Laid back, with a drink and rhyme
Always work on-time
but today I’m gonna unwind
[Verse 1]
When it comes to doing work on weekends, it’s easy to not/
Probably harder than a rock to be productive on the spot/
Just wanna lay on a cot and just forget about the clock/
Lost in thought, starin’ at clouds like in a state shock/
Lay and just chill, play some games, enjoy a meal/
Life can be extra foreal, take that mental apple and peel/
No need to think about your work or issues as of lately/
Or them bills that keep screamin’ like “Don’t forget to pay me!”/
I need no reminders, no calendar invites/
I just need one moment of silence up in my life/
and I think I earned it, man, I think earned it/
Send me more to do, and I think I might just burn it/
Throw away that “Penske file, ‘cuz I ain’t workin on that now/
Clear that desk, it’s best I rest with a smile/
And I’m just amazed at how people actin’ wild/
when we can just chill instead of running the rat race for miles/
[Hook]
No, I don’t wanna sound crazy
But this is my day to be lazy
please pass the work on
Lay up in the cut and yawn
I need some time to chill and I’m
Laid back, with a drink and rhyme
Always work on-time
but today I’m gonna unwind
This is my day off
This is my time
This is my day off
My time to unwind
[Verse 2]
Oh, we got some chores to do today?/
Nah, cancel all of that, I got some games I want to play/
It’s okay, I’ve been responsible for most of my days/
Nothing wrong with taken some time to unwind, I would say/
Every once in awhile, There is a time to just smile/
a time to work, a time to just chill for awhile/
work hard then play hard, That’s how you balance it/
but life can get so crazy that it’s just so challengin’/
Fill your bucket with rocks and then fill it with sand/
The rocks are the important things now understand/
if you fill it with the sand then fill with the rocks/
Then you’ll never have time for anything on your clock/
That’s why I take it easy when it’s time to take it easy/
Drop my stress and take a breath to relieve me/
Don’t mean to sound cheesy but we’re all chasin’ cheddar/
While,I’m with a smile doing something much better/
[Breakdown]
5, 6 o’clock, matter fact on the dot
chillin’ on the spot, lemonade on the rocks
You may not understand
When I text you that my schedule is slammed
My plan is to make no plans
M.I.A. will be your man
Please don’t take this the wrong way
I’m just taking myself a break today
[Hook]
No, I don’t wanna sound crazy
But this is my day to be lazy
please pass the work on
Lay up in the cut and yawn
I need some time to chill and I’m
Laid back, with a drink and rhyme
Always work on-time
but today I’m gonna unwind
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16. |
Force of Solace
03:50
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17. |
Imposter Syndrome
04:46
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[Verse 1]
I don't write about things I don't experience
My name is last benevolence, I hope you don't forget kid
As I mature pass the age of 25 and 26
I feel myself slippin' from the crowd more than previous
Annual versions or Editions of myself/
Reaching out to seek the kingdom rather than my own wealth/
Staying hidden in these beats like I maxed out my stealth/
Feeling lovely in this chapter like I maxed out my health/
As well, but in honestly I don't feel like myself/
If you want to agree, I guess you're right I'm someone else/
That's the last time I worry about other's opinions
But if you're bumpin' this tune you have entered my dominion
Microphone check 1, 2, unlike the millions/
I don't make music about sinnin against civilians
I don't run out of subjects, I can pull up zillions/
My skills set the bar though I'm not supercilious/
[Hook]
But to be honest I don't feel like I belong/
I don't think that I'm a real MC with real songs/
Real Hip hop may not be me after allI feel like I'd be lying if I told you I was wrong
And this is hard to write, and it's hard to admit
Despite my greatest efforts and how far I have been
Dealing with this personal enemy all along
The infamously wicked imposter syndrome
[Verse 2]
I never wrote about it or talked to anyone/
About how it would hang over me like the morning sun/
Shining in my face, burning through me like I'm fake/
Made of plastic, or some substance used to suffocate/
Anybody who would cover their head with it/
Kinda like headphones with my music in it/
I know it sounds like I'm being pessimistic/
Or maybe wicked, towards myself though I know I'm gifted/
The fact with this, is like Tribe I could kick it/
But I question if I could ever be considered legitimate/
Tsk tsk, and it's not only with music/
I feel like this with everything that I am doin'/
I make video games but to me it's inadequate/
To be a real developer, man, can you imagine this/
It's ridiculous, and maddening and saddening/
Even though I'm happy, I don't really know what's happening/
[Hook]
And to be honest I don't feel like I belong/
I don't think that I'm a real MC with real songs/
Real Hip hop may not be me after allI feel like I'd be lying if I told you I was wrong
And this is hard to write, and it's hard to admit
Despite my greatest efforts and how far I have been
Dealing with this personal enemy all along
The infamously wicked imposter syndrome
[Verse 3]
I feel like maybe I'm the one that's not real/
Like I can't drop a track that is hot steel/
Maybe it's because I can't memorize/
All the lines that write, yes yes, I mean my rhymes/
Maybe it's because I haven't been on a stage/
Since I was perhaps maybe 18 years of age/
Maybe, maybe, maybe cuz my tracks are snubbed/
By these blogs and these bobs that y'all seem to love/
And It's not because I'm worried about what people think/
I just have expectations for what I have to bring/
And if I don't beat them, then, man I don't meet them/
And Even if it seems like I do, I feel I'm cheatin'/
I'm a walking contradiction, until I'm speakin'/
But when I stop, my thoughts begins feedin'/
Eatin' at myself, though my self esteem is even/
And that's when my true identity starts recedin'/
[Hook]
And to be honest I don't feel like I belong/
I don't think that I'm a real MC with real songs/
Real Hip hop may not be me after allI feel like I'd be lying if I told you I was wrong
And this is hard to write, and it's hard to admit
Despite my greatest efforts and how far I have been
Dealing with this personal enemy all along
The infamously wicked imposter syndrome
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Last BeNeVoLeNcE Mesa, Arizona
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